Woman , I can hardly express ..

Can you ever love someone this much that you would ..

Wait a second ! The moment you read this I may found you promptly nodding your head .. But that's not what am talking about .. I seriously don't ! Even if you can go on uttering every plausible phrases to fill in the blanks, let me tell you .. Unless of course you often take pride in boring your friends to tears as they always render lots of complaints rather than the stupid compliments { that you expect ! } , you would be mistakenly mistaken ..

Can you ever love someone this much that you would hate her the most ?

Yeah ! You hate her just for the very reason that you're Truly Madly Deeply in love with her .. You really do ! But to your utter amusement you don't know why .. Not that it matter's much .. Cause you can always end up giving never-ending-reasons .. All you have to do is just to watch few good movies that always make you feel like how deprived you are ! You may start with watching seasons like One Tree Hill too .. Actually there are lots of 'em you can count on .. be it some trend-setting music or romantic novels ! And for those lucky ones who are yet to come up with a single satisfactory answer but consider themselves luckier enough to be in love , lemme help you out here .. just play the game .. begin with "What is Love ?" Don't expect an answer here , but trust me .. the rest will fall in place ..

Reminiscing "A Beautiful Mind" .. where Nash said , "It's only in the mysterious equations of love that any logical reasons can be found" .. I wonder love is not just a passing fancy or some impulse .. it's a feeling you're living with .. you're living for .. To testify something so pure as love seems to me a bare mechanical perception which I can happily live without ..
~~ " I love you " ~~ It's the only reason I've .. It's all my reasons ..

Okay ! Now you may ask why give a tinker's cuss to this whole being-in-love-not-knowing-why story .. But the thing is .. at the end of the day .. you still love her .. leaving aside all your resentments .. Or perhaps .. that's something that keeps the fire burning .. And so long you BURN .. you sense that you're still ALIVE .. Drawing immense pleasure from this inexplicable sensation as it goes on running through your veins .. paralysing your senses ..